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aliciaicila:

Almond Blossoms, Vincent van Gogh 1890

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Sorry guys, just a vent post... ignore it :)

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 22:29:00 -0700

Dear… I don’t even know what to call you.

WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG? JUST WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?

Are you just looking down on me? Every single one of you. YOU TELL ME IT’S ALL MY FAULT AND THEN REPRIMAND ME FOR BEING A “CONCEITED SELFISH HYPOCRITE” FOR THINKING THAT I HAVE TO GO AND MAKE AMENDS FOR MY SUPPOSED “FAULT”?

Then you guilt trip me every time you ask me what I’m hiding, saying you’re hurt, saying that you’ll always be there for me, and demanding that I tell you everything. Yet you never confided in me. You tell me off, claiming you confide in me more than anyone else, as if that was just made to appease me. You remark that “I already know the answer” when I ask you a question. Do you think I’m a psychic or something? Sorry to disappoint you, I’m not. You call me a hypocrite, but are you not the bigger hypocrite? That in itself is hypocrisy at its finest.

You told me I was important to you. But look at us now. Not even holdingcivilconversations with each other. You walked away—multiple times—and never turned back. Turned away from what you refused to see. You act so superior, “knowing me”, making judgements for me, holding expectations of me. You walk away. Ignoring me. You can see my pain; it’s written all over my face—you don’t even care.

You know, you’re a wonderful liar. Actually, you all are. Eager to defend yourselves from the harsh realities of speaking the truth. Lying straight to my face. Must be enjoyable to watch the naive and gullible Anna trust and hold value in your every word, right? Am I just there as a scapegoat for all of your problems?

Everything I say comes back to me as: “Anna, quit complaining so much. Even I would be fed up by now.” I rarely complain, much less stress my “problems” over someone else’s. You all even deemed it my bad point, selflessness. So what is this? I finally decide to tell someone what I think, and because you don’t like what you’re hearing, you deem it as an antagonistic statement? Does your usual “Anna” have to say nice things about everyone and everything? Every time I have a serious opinion to express, one of three things would happen:

My thoughts are ignored.
Everything is taken as a joke.
Quit complaining.

What is this? Is it because I’m a girl? Or was our relationship just out of self-protection and pity?

If it is, forget it. I’m getting out. Not staying anywhere near you—not even in this stupid state in the middle of nowhere. There’s a job opportunity for my mom in another state.

I don’t want our relationship to end, yet you seem to give no effort in pulling it back together with me. It’s exhausting. I want to fix things, why can’t you understand that!?

With utmost sincerity;

Anna.

fish-hooks: (by i stole the moon)

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fish-hooks:

(by i stole the moon)

yanilavigne: More lovely quotes here.

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More lovely quotes here.

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